Issue 1

Does it make you horny? Searching for the Rubber King

I woke up fairly aroused.

I think there is good kind of aroused and bad kind of aroused. When it’s the good kind, you feel like this is a wonderful day and then you watch porn in bed, start touching yourself and after that everything returns to be good again. With the wrong kind, you watch porn and feel lonely.

Today’s was the bad kind of aroused, but that’s not a big deal really.

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I have this latex dress that I’ve first seen on the Internet when I was thirteen or fourteen, and eventually bought it on my sixteenth birthday. That’s still two years before it would have been legal, as you need to be a grown-up to buy latex dresses, but that’s just what the Internet is good for.

It takes some time to get it on, but it would be totally worth it, I thought. It’s been awhile I had may latex on. I feel sexy in it.

Rubber King by Laura Kovanska

Does it make you horny?

It certainly does make me horny. I have this thing with my sexual appetite: I get bored easily. What was enough when I was thirteen certainly wouldn’t cut it today. With thirteen I just browsed these rubber things on the web and it was pretty much all I needed.

With fourteen I’ve bought ropes. It’s not that I like bondage very much, in fact I hate it when it looks like anyone is hurt. But it’s impossible to buy even a corset when you’re that underage, and the corset websites all had bondage pictures too. And latex ones.

That was a long time ago though.

Now I need much more excitement. That, and photos. I’m addicted to photos. Sometimes even landscapes. Instagram is my favourite site now.

I don’t drink, I don’t take drugs, but if I find a great photo, I download it and save it under the photographer’s name. With the date, time and other information I can look up. I like order.

That’s on the days when I wake up the right kind of aroused. Not the bad kind, like today.

I have this latex dress on and I feel like I could try something new. You know what, I never go out on the streets like this.

Maybe I should.

Rubber King by Laura Kovanska

Rubber King by Laura Kovanska

Rubber King by Laura Kovanska

Rubber King by Laura Kovanska

Rubber King by Laura Kovanska

C’mon, you can stalk me a little longer.

Benn Murhaaya

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Photos: Laura Kovanska

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